We met and woke up Together In 2003
Three years after our 180° spiritual intervention moment, we stood together on 08/08—our wedding day—forever changed.
That day marked the beginning of a life of deep spiritual awakening, ascension, and Divine direction.
In 2008, we launched our first website—YouWantThis.org—guided by Spirit to share what was happening to us. Within months, it reached thousands across the globe, ranking #1 or #2 for ascension and awakening symptoms.
Then came the message:
“Stand down. Shut it down.” So we did.
Now, 14 years later—out of nowhere—we heard it again:
“Stand up. Go back online.” And here we are. Sharing from lived experience, spiritual scars, and a whole lot of hope. This is it.
Welcome. Let’s walk this together.
Does any of this feel familiar?
Sudden inner shifts you can't explain
Feeling disconnected from old systems
Heightened awareness of everything around you
Exhaustion and clarity at the same time
A sense that something bigger is unfolding
You're not broken. You're being rebuilt.
Awakening
Real-world symptoms. No fluff. What's actually happening to you and why.
Ascension
Integration. Stabilization. Expansion. The work after the wake-up call.
The Journal
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How people actually move through this. Lived experience, not theory.
Lived Experience, Not Theory
The Ascension Journal is where we share what we've walked, stumbled and staggered through, not what we've studied.
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We're Building What Comes Next
The EDAN project is a growing virtual community for those who are
interested in designing a New Earth intentional 5d community.
The vison is to create blueprint of an off-grid self-sustaining community
for people who might want to build something real someday.
New Earth Energy
Off-grid thinking. On-purpose living. Building what's next.
Together.
This isn’t theory. It’s real people.
It’s not DIY. It’s collaboration.
And we need your help.
The 13 Stages of Awakening
If you've felt the quiet reorganization —
the identity shift, the emotional expansion,
the "something is different" moment —
this guide explains what's happening without dramatizing it.
No recruitment. No spiritual performance. No inflation.
Just a grounded map for when something in you shifts.
Here's a quick look inside
Why "You're Not Crazy" is Stage One
What destabilization really means
The reorganization phase no one talks about
How embodiment replaces intensity
The Living Life Review stage (and why it only comes after stability)
Why This Exists
We're Jen & Joe. We met and woke up together in 2003. We're not gurus, not experts just two people who walked this path and are still walking it.
Everything here comes from experience, not credentials. We built this because we needed it and figured you might too.
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